Victuuri Week 2018 – Day One

Title: From Eros to Agape

Author: Lainx (CuchyLainx on AO3)

Rating: K+

Warnings: No warning

Summary: On a lazy summer night in Hasetsu, a
story is told and future unfolds.

Link to A03: https://archiveofourown.org/works/13536993

They sat in the dining-area of the inn,
lingering after a well-deserved dinner and dessert. This was a regular
occurrence for them in summer, when everyone was finally able to catch a break
from their everyday, hectic lives.

“Tell me, have I ever told you the story of the
Seducer and his fair, fair Lady?”

There were a few chuckles and a prominent sigh.

“Yes, Papa, you did. You’ve told us a thousand
times already!” a rather grumpy and childish voice complained.

“Shh Natyusha shh! I wanted to hear it again!”

“Now now.”

Another voice came, definitely more adult and more
placating than the last.

“I’m pretty sure Papa can compromise for you
two” it declared.

“Mmh, maybe so, Otou-san.”

“When will you two ever stop flirting. That’s
becoming utterly ridiculous, I mean, how ol-“

“Hopefully never~!” – “Yura-oji, stop, they’re
in love!”

Some grumbles originated from said-Yura-oji, but
then silence settled again.

“Otou-san is right. I do have another story I’m pretty sure you’ve never heard before, my
loves.”

“But Papa, I wanted to hear the Seducer’s story…”

“Well, Masha, have you ever wondered what
happened to the Seducer after the end of his story?”

“Yes, of course! He and the Fair Lady got
M-A-R-R-I-E-D!”

“Oh? What makes you think so?”

“Papa,” answered the first voice. “You always
end that story with the gift of that “glorious and victorious gold relic”. That
is not hard to guess.”

“…”

“You grow up too quickly.”

“And thus Victor did realize he was getting,
indeed, so ooool-“

“Stop teasing, Yura…”

The deep voice was altogether commanding and
amused.

“Beka-oji is right. Let Papa go on.”

“Thank you so much for your support, solnyshko”
came the dramatic answer.

There is a brief moment when the two men just
smile at each other, before the oldest turns back to his audience. Five
beautiful people are – with more or less success – settling in to listen to him
speak. The remnants of their dinner are still sitting on the low table near
them – it would be cleared up later. All of the adults, minus one, whose arms
and lap are already heavily occupied, are now nursing hot cups of tea.
Delicious smells drift from the kitchens, where late meals are getting fixed
for unexpected guests. The noises from the TV are lulled, almost non-existent,
and the nightly song of the crickets is reaching them through the opened
double-doors at the other end of the room.

Victor knows, objectively, that he must have
had better, more exciting nights in his life. But his chest, gorged with
affection, refuses to let him think otherwise; he has never felt happier than
in this quiet moment with his family. He knows that he has told himself this
exact same thing the day prior, and that he will probably be thinking this
tomorrow as well.

As an arm slides behind his back, and he leans
into the warmth besides him, he can’t help but smile as he opens his mouth.
Tonight, he wants to tell a story on which he had been prettily busily working
on.

Once the
Seducer had secured the eternal love of his Fair Lady through the gold gift,
people started to whisper. Of course, they said, the Seducer would soon drop
his title, right? After all, what need had the world of a Seducer who could not
even fill his role, for he was so obviously bound to another?

“But oh, how wrong was
the world. The Seducer had fallen prey to his own traps, but his Lady would not
settle for him to lose his colours. If anything, she felt even more besotted-“

“What’s besotted Papa?”

“It means “very in love”, dear”, her Otou-san
answered hastily.

“Right so. So, the Lady felt even more “very in
love” with her Seducer, seeing how beautiful, how breath-taking, how incredible

“Come on, come on, we get it old man!”

“Be nice, Yura.”

“- how absolutely marvellous his – I mean, her –
Seducer was being in his dances. She felt inspired by him. She wanted to meet
him where he was.”

“That’s so romantic, Papa.”

“Isn’t it?”

“What did the Lady do then, Papa?”

“Well, you see, the Lady had also been a great
dancer, once upon a time. And, as much as she fell for every show of seduction
from her fiancé, she knew that she, too, could seduce him.”

“So…she started dancing with a bunch of women
too?”

The sceptic question from his oldest made
Victor smile.

“Something like that” he said while grinning
even more largely. “She tried to capture the hearts of her audience, and, of
course, most importantly, the one of her Seducer –“

“- aaand, she failed.”

“I wouldn’t exactly call a bronze at Worlds “failing”,
Yura, but whatever”, he icily answered his protégé who retaliated by sticking
his tongue out.

“He’s messing with you, Vitya, he doesn’t mean
it” Yuuri appeased him with a playful lilt to his voice.

“Yeah, don’t listen to Yura-oji, Papa, continue
your story!”

“At least some
people in this house do love me!” he fake-cried, before resuming his narrative.

The
Seducer and the Lady had a lot of fun trying to keep seducing each other,
dances after dances. However, since they constantly had to dance their way
through the world, this life they had chosen for themselves was very tiring.
After a year, they were both so tired that they were worried the flame they had
carried between them all this time would fade away…”

“Oh, no, no, that’s terrible!”

“Beka-oji is right, Papa! How could they let
that happen?!”

“Well,” Victor chuckled, “of course they were
not going to let that happen. Listen.”

For the
longest time, the Lady had dreamt of meeting the perfect person for her. Years
had passed and her dreams of love and family were, well, still nothing but
dreams. But when her Seducer had burst into her life, he had lit a new hope in
her. That’s why she decided, after this tiring year, to move from her palace to
his own, and she resolved to teach others to dance in her place.

“What did the Seducer do then, Papa?”

“Hmm… It was a bit harder for the Seducer for,
you see, he has been thoroughly (that means “very”, dear) seduced by his Lady as
well.

He was
very sad to see her settle for not dancing anymore, but as long as his Lady
promised to dance with him every now and then, and most of all every summer, he
would keep smiling, too. They would even invite their friends to dance at their
palace!

“And so they kept
their waltz of seduction for several more years, until, one day…

“What happened? Did one of them die?” a rather
upset-looking little girl interrupted him.

“What? No, no god of course not, Masha! It’s a happy story, no one dies there, what the…”

“I think I can finish Papa’s story” Yuuri
intervened quickly.

One day,
the Lady admitted she felt rather lonely in that big palace of hers. Her love
had been employed for seduction for so long! And now it yearned to be used for
something else. So she talked it out endlessly with her Seducer until, finally,
three little dancers came to live with them in their home. One of them would,
surprisingly, love dancing in the same way her parents did – the other two had
their unique, beautiful and promising way of doing it. The heart of the Seducer
had never felt so full, and so he, too, decided to stop dancing, except for
friends, arts, and his beautiful children.

“Did he ever regret it?”

Yuuri shuffled closer to his husband, his eyes
fixed on the face of their oldest child. Of course, she was starting to realise
just how big, exactly, her parents had been in the athletic world. In a few
years, it would hit even harder for Masha, who was the one involved in skating.

“Never,” he asserted strongly. “Even if he had
taken a long time to understand it, this life filled with love and family is what
made sense to him.”

Satisfied, the children were soon coaxed into
going to bed. Yuuri did not know who moaned the more about it between Victor or
his actual children (and he would have to have a word with him about it,
again), but in the end he had Natyusha and Masha’s hands in his and were
leading them to the two beds set in his old room, while Otabek followed them,
carrying an already snoozing Hideyoshi to Mari’s room.

He had no idea why Hide-chan had taken such a
liking to the small and serious man, but he wasn’t complaining. Despite his
name, the kid could be a handful, especially since he was in this glorious
phase of childhood in which every action prompted a heart-wrenching “no!” from
him.

Well, not that either Victor or he would be
moved. They had already survived two of them, after all.

“You always take Victor’s stories so seriously,
Beka,” Yuuri tease while the made their way downstairs, where Victor and Yuuri
would surely been helping Mari and her friend clearing the aftermath of a busy
night at the onsen.

“He has a way of telling them. Also, Hide-chan
always gets so into it…”

“If I remember well, you already did that
before he came in, though.”

“Then, Masha.”

Otabek blushed a little, before closing his
mouth for good. Yuuri smiled privately but did not comment on it. After all, if
he had any say in the matter himself, these stories were pretty good.

They entered the dining-room, where Yuri was,
predictably enough, sprawled out after clearing the table, halfway to sleep
already. Yuuri could hear Victor’s voice in the kitchens, probably chatting
with his sister-in-law.

“Another kid to put to bed?”

“Fuck you, Beka. The old ass did not drill you almost to the bone for hours today.
So much for ‘come to vacations in Hasetsu it’ll be fun and the kids miss you.’ ”
Yuri grumbled in return.

“You know how he gets” Yuuri amended. “Summer
does not mean slacking up, especially not with him.”

“Easy for you to say, everyone knows you just
had to flaunt your ass to get him to bed if you wanted to catch a break-“

Yuuri should be past embarrassment at this
point. So what if it was a well-known fact in the skating world that he liked
to bed his husband to escape anxiety and utter tiredness?

As Victor’s arm came creeping around him and
Yuri’s poor face slowly turned to a rosy-colour, he realised he probably should
not have said that aloud. Even more so when Otabek and Mari, who was standing
in the kitchen entryway, simultaneously commented “TMI!” – “But you were always
stressed out.”.

Victor’s boisterous laugh warmed his neck, and
suddenly, it didn’t matter anymore.

“Let’s get to bed, you” his husband suggested,
well-aware of the lack of Yuuri’s filter when tired.

After bidding everyone goodnight, and checking –
“One last time, I promise” – on their slumbering children – “Hide-chan sleeps just
like you, have you ever noticed that?” –, they made their way to their room,
where they got ready for the night.

He knew Victor would most likely fall asleep
almost immediately, and they both knew Yuuri would probably keep browsing the
Internet for at least an hour instead of sleeping, but that did not deter them
from crawling under their thin covers and cuddling, as much as the summer
night-air allowed them.

“So…no regret, right?” Victor mumbled against
Yuuri’s naked chest.

“No regret,” he confirmed.

And as Victor easily fell into sleep, Yuuri
slowly closed his eyes and kissed his husband’s thinning hair.

“How could I ever regret this life with you,
silly,” he fondly murmured in Japanese.

He smiled widely while holding him even
tighter.

“Silly Victor.”

Victuuri Week – Day One

Title: How to Fix Hearts
Author: Lainx
Rating: /
Warnings: Car accident, hospital setting
Summary
“In a different universe, Victor Nikiforov is not the ice-skater prodigy we all know – instead, his genius saves lives. What hasn’t changed, however, is how much Yuuri still admires him. As he finally gets to approach the “Fixer of Hearts”, will he be able to connect with the man whose career has always inspired him?”

Link to A03: http://archiveofourown.org/works/9619433

Music: The Fray – How To Save a Life // Psapp –
Cosy in the Rockets // Rilo Kiley – Portions for Foxes // Lifehouse – You And
Me // James Blunt – High

“What do you mean, he’s even more handsome that
what you thought? Haven’t you seen enough pictures of him to realize the man is literally…”

“Phichit…” he interrupts, smiling dazedly.
“It’s not the same. You should have
seen it. The way he just…is. The man is an absolute genius, and still you’ll
hear him whine from the other side of the hospital if the self-canteen doesn’t
have his favorite brand of yoghurt…”

“I’m pretty sure only you would characterize it
as “being handsome” though,” Phichit teases him. “You’ve got it sooo baaad!”

Yuuri smiles bashfully at the pixelated video
of his best friend who’s currently taking a short break from his day-long shift
at the veterinary emergencies. Phichit had always loved tiny pets (like
hamsters) – and now he’s fearlessly taking care of animals almost bigger than
him. At least he’s happy in the job he found, Yuuri thinks, biting his lips.

Is he
happy as well? Sure, he newly got appointed to this prestigious hospital after
years and years of gruesome internships, and is able to see
Victor-perfect-Nikiforov, the worldly praised heart surgeon, pouting at the
lady in charge of desserts to steal “another piece of pumpkin pie, pretty
pretty please?” on an everyday-basis, but something is still…off.

Yuuri has admired Victor Nikiforov for the
longest time. The man had coined a whole new way of operating heart surgery and
is currently the greatest surgeon alive on hearth, whose knowledge he
abundantly teaches and provides to the world. Ever since Yuuri had heard of the
“fixer of the hearts”, he had known he would do everything he could to become a
skilled surgeon as well. Even if it meant spending hours and days studying,
even if it meant leaving Japan and his family behind to move into America and
learn under the best.

He knows that technically he, as well, is one
of the best. He saved countless lives, even as an intern, he has been working
in hospitals for years now – and his hands are as sure and precise as ever. So
why, why on earth can’t he even bring himself to speak to Victor?

Maybe it has to do with the fact the surgeon
hadn’t even recognized him when they were formally introduced, even though
Yuuri had already at the time taken part in numerous high-risks surgeries and
meetings. He doesn’t feel like he can ever go past that.

“Yuuri! Yuuri, you’re ignoring me!”

“Ah, sorry, Phichit…  I was just thinking… Do you think one day
I’ll be able to come even close to Victor?”

His best friend frowns. Raising his hands in
the air in a grand way, Phichit declares, rather loudly:

“You ARE close to him, Yuuri! You did
everything right! You are even close to mastering technics of surgeries only he knows, and that’s why you’ve been accepted
in his hospital, just so you could
learn! How much more incentive to go talk to him do you need, Yuuri?”

And rationally, Yuuri knows Phichit is right.
And if only he doubted himself a bit less, he would have already go and ask the
talented doctor…well, maybe not on a date,
but at least if he wanted to sit with him at the self-canteen.

As highly-demanded doctors, that was pretty
much the only time they had to see each other, after all.

A beeping sound pulls him out of his thoughts
and regrets, and he mechanically checks his beeper. Nothing.

“Oh, Yuuri, I’m sorry, I have to go back! But
that’s not the end of this conversation, I tell you! Bye!”

“Bye…” Yuuri sighs to a blackened screen, as
Phichit runs towards the poor furry patient someone suddenly brought inside his
office slash animal hospital.

It’s only a matter of time until his own beeper
does manifest itself, and he rushes
out of the restroom, already slipping into his surgeon-persona. Today, not one
would die under his hands. No one.


It happens a few days later. Yuuri still hasn’t
talked to Victor – Victor is still blissfully unaware of the quiet and
efficient work of the other heart surgeon in the hospital.

The family is brought in an ambulance. It’s a
horrific road accident. Everyday life for Katsuki Yuuri.

What isn’t
everyday life, however, is Victor Nikiforov being restrained by nurses, cooed
at by Christophe Giacometti, their neuro-surgeon, and overall being a mess of
panic and anger. Yuuri freezes. He had never seen the usually radiant man looks
so out of himself.

“Katsuki! What the hell are you doing! Get
moving, your surgery team is already waiting for you!”

Yuuri turns away from Victor, who is, as he
notices now, bellowing broken pleas: “Let me do it, I’m the best, let me do it,
let me do it!”

“Recap.” he orders curtly, already mentally
prepping himself.

“The patient is two years old, has been thrown
against the front seats of the car of their parents. Shards of glass…”

The intern’s words are suddenly stopped as a
heavy arm grabs Yuuri’s shoulders and forces him to turn around. Victor stands
before them, huffing, his eyes half-crazed.

“You better not fuck this up. They won’t let me
save Pasha, but you…you’re not enough. I don’t even know…”

Yuuri immediately pushes Victor’s hand and
words away, gently but firmly. The man clearly is not in a stable state of mind
right now.

“Victor. Let me work. I am going to the operating
room, and every second you spend restraining me is a wasted one. I don’t know
who this child is to you, but I will do my utmost. I always do. Now stay put.”

Then, Yuuri turns away, running
towards his patient, listening to the recap of the intern – Victor’s face all
but a blur in the back of his mind. Right now, the patient is what matters
most.


“Victor…you are not supposed to be here.”

A sigh.

“Where else am I supposed to be then? They
won’t let me do anything.”

The man sits beside the shivering surgeon.
Yakov spent a long time directing this hospital and he knows all his surgeons
by heart. His last decision before retiring had been recruiting Katsuki Yuuri,
currently third best heart surgeon in the world, to make him train along
Victor.  

And he knows Victor definitely shouldn’t be
here, watching the open-heart surgery of his baby nephew.

“No one ever attempted this kind of surgery
before me,” Victor brusquely says. “I knew…I knew there was another surgeon
working on it. I watched his recorded surgeries on prototypes. I remember laughing
at his blue puddle-covered cap, and being in awe of the delicacy of his hands.”

“Vitya, don’t tell me…”

“I never made the connection. It’s so stupid.
He has been literally working next to me for months but I’ve just…not made
time. Who doesn’t sympathize with other surgeons of their same specialty?
Victor Nikiforov, that’s who. Damn! He probably thought I was a dick!”

Yakov is about to say: “But, Vitya, you are a dick,” but he ultimately refrains,
figuring he could chose a better moment to sass his former student. Instead, he
shakes his head, and puts his hand on Victor’s knee.

“Vitya…”

“I just want him to succeed. I don’t care I’m
not the only precious surgeon able to do that anymore. I’ll teach him
everything I have.”

“He has already learned so much, though,” Yakov
answers. “He postulated here for this very reason, and has already spent hours
upon hours watching you operate. I’m sure he’ll pull it off.”

Victor doesn’t say it, and neither does Yakov.
Yuuri has to pull it off – or the
tiny baby being operated on won’t make it. Victor has never been so tense in
his whole life – not during his first solo surgery, not after his first
failure, never. He knows his sister is getting surgery in the other room, that
his brother-in-law is still under watch, but those two will be fine. They
didn’t get the worst of the shock, after all, since the car had been hit by
behind.

Victor lays his head on Yakov’s shoulder, tears
silently rolling on his pale cheeks. His former mentor puts his right arm
around him, and together, in silence, they watch the operation.

“I’m not taking my eyes off you, Katsuki Yuuri. Save him.”



When Yuuri steps out of the operating room, all
he wants to do is go take a shower and crawl into bed. He hates when late
emergencies keep him in the hospital at night. He is always afraid his fatigue
might put him at risk of an error; even if, ironically, he is universally praised for his ability to carry through extremely
long surgeries without breaking a sweat.

“Yuuri!!! Yuuuuuuuuri!!!!!!!”

Ah. Someone is screaming his name.

A warm body collides with his, and he stumbles
and barely catches himself with the wall behind.

“Oï, Vitya, be easy on this poor boy, he’s had
a long day,” comes the gruff voice.

The weight put on him eases slightly, and he is
able to look up in the blue eyes of Victor Nikiforov, whose face is so joyful
he may as well be glowering. Yuuri blinks, not so sure of what he did to
deserve such an expression.

“Victor… Please, I need to go see the family of
the child I just operated, they must be terribly worried, and I…”

“I’m right here, and I’ve notified his parents
right away,” Victor interrupts with a grin. “I watched it all, Yuuri, oh, that
was incredible! You did it, you really did it!” he finishes with a bubbly
laugh.

Yuuri looks at him for a moment, before abruptly
remembering the events prior to the surgery – Victor shouting, Victor clutching
his arms to tell him…what?

“You’re not enough.”

Oh.

Yuuri decides he has to address this, right
now, before he loses his bravery.

“Look, Victor… I know I’m not…you… But I did do everything I could for this child, and I’m glad he’s gonna be
okay. I may not be that great of a
surgeon, but you can’t just call someone…”

“Shut up, shut up, shut up!” Victor suddenly
cries, engulfing him in his arms once again. “You saved him, you saved him, you beautiful, stupid human being!
Today, you…you kept a family from being broken beyond repair… If, if my nephew
had not made it…I don’t know…”

The tears are abundant now, and Yuuri feels
them on his shoulder. He suddenly realizes that, in this moment, Victor is not
the best heart surgeon in the world. He’s not the medical pioneer inspiring
dozens of aspiring doctors.

He is just a scared uncle, he is…the family of
the patient.

So Yuuri does what he always does with the
families of his patients. He pats his back, tells him that as a surgeon he did
all that could be done, and finally that the child – Pasha, he remembers now –
is alive and well, that he’ll soon be allowed to visit him.

Victor does calm down after a while, but his awed
look does not fade. Yuuri starts feeling more and more awkward – this is his
crush keeping him in his harms, this is his crush looking at him like he’d just
moved mountains, this is his crush…

“Yuuri,” Victor croons. “I am going to see Pasha. But you have to promise me you’ll make time
to speak with me about how you mastered
the technics I spent years perfecting.”

Something burns in Yuuri’s chest.

“You mean…like, I don’t know…”

“How much do you like Italian food, Yuuri?”

Yuuri looks at him, out of breath and slightly amazed.

“I…never had it.”

“Then…let me introduce you”, Victor winks while
fumbling inside Yuuri’s medical blouse right pocket, before releasing him and
presumably going to his nephew’s room.

Yuuri slips a hand in his pocket, finding a
folded piece of paper.

202-555-0157 / This is
my private phone number. V.

Yuuri makes his way to the restroom, quietly
giggling to himself, clutching the paper to his chest.

What a day, he thinks. What a long, tiring, beautiful day.